Is good to know that someone appreciate me. Is been a long time I never been appreciate. Thanks for it, friend.=) I really appreciate that. It rise up my day. I always been jail up in my own circle, when I know I have my own value for this outside world, I am very happy. Thanks alot friend. You rise up my day.=)

Shit you!!!

Who are you you think you are?? And what I am?? Just a sms at 6 in the morning?? See me tomorrow?? You don't tell me is because of pressure.. I fuck you no time.. Is beer then beer la...!!! what you promised you already can't make it...I was like shit....whatever... I already tried myself so much to control... and now you did this....!!! You really are a shit to me now!!! I now have to think twice to be with a SHIT!!!!!

I need some colours here!!! Seriously!!!

I never feel so angry until I need to throw something to make me feel better. What guy are you?? Lie for you is nothing now, right?? Open both your eyes looking to me so innocent and telling me all your fucking lies!!! At first you told me 2, I'm not so stupid and believe you in 2. I will always double what you told me. So I presume was 4. Good!!!! You are so used to it lying me in this style. I also used to it what face you gave me when you did something wrong - Innocent face and sorry. I knew the sorry you told me not always came from your heart. Even the sorry you also fucking lied to me. Okay...fine... and now I found what?? I guess the 4 that I presumed was also wrong. The figure is more than that!! Wahlau.... lies are so easily come from your mouth!!! What figure should I presume next time??? Can't you just telling me the truth?? Okay.. I admit that even you tell me the truth I will angry for a while for what you did. But I am so proud that telling others that you are still a good one. And I feel so comfort that no matter what you're not going to lie to me. You just ruined that thing between us - trust. These all started from your lies and the unsincere sorry.

Failed fetus that caused of alcohol,cigarette,and medicine.

Never ever do that!!

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap.

He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken.

I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened.

I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.

I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes.

I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.

I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.

I heard Daddy yelling back.

I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.

I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day.

I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened.

A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.

I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.

Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming,

"Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me."

Complete terror is all I felt.

I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arms off.

It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.

It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop.

I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.

I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.

I wanted to make all your tears go away.

I had so many plans to make you happy.

Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.

Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.

I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.

No use now, for I was dying a painful death.

I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.

I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.

I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place.

I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.

The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap.

He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion.

I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels."

I don't know what abortion is;

I guess that's the name of the monster.

I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.

I tried very hard to live.

I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.

It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live.

I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you.

I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.

Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.

Please be careful.

Love,

Your Baby Girl

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Today just been through something that maybe you guys will never get for your lifetime. I was nearly streaked by the lighting. Yes.. it just hit the tree beside me which is just 50m away. I was just standing there. I thought that I was dying that time. Because was too near and loud. And now my ear still pain. The tree was burning after the hit. How loud was the sound and the power you can feel is not something in your imagination. I was thinking after that. If the lighting was slanting streaked to my place, then I will now saying goodbye to you guys. Sigh. Thanks God. I still be here writing my blog safely. Amituofo....